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Originally posted by Midnight
Once you start caring about things you never gave a damn about before, it's hard to ignore what you feel....
What's he doing that's bothering you?
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I mean it's not that serious, it's someone who I had hooked up with a few months back but had never given too much though about. But I was at a friend's house for the weekend and he was there and I just saw what a great person he actually was. When we had alone time we kissed but at one point he started grabbing my hand. Then he paid me DUST later on.
If there is one thing I can't stand it's looking vulnerable when it comes to my heart so I have to play it cool but I hate that I have to pretend to not care about him doing that mushy/couple ****. I'm almost certain it meant nothing to him and I just hate the process of convincing myself I don't care either.
But when we first hooked up I didn't even care so yes, you're right once you start caring about things you never game a damn about before it's hard!!
If it's before 12PM I won't drink it. 
For the longest time I thought everyone did this but apparently it's just me.
One time I woke up and thought it was the afternoon so I went into the kitchen and poured myself a glass and my grandmother went OFF on me about it. Turns out it was like 8:30 in the morning 
