'Self-deprecation' - the act of belittling or undervaluing oneself, which is common among women who don't feel good about their bodies. Alike, the term 'self-hatred' is used infrequently by psychologists, who would usually describe people who hate themselves as 'persons with low self-esteem.' "If I say it first, it won't hurt so much when other people say it."
something i will never understand
