Omg Satan sis, that's so sad. Is everything alright babe?
Feel free to PM me if you ever want/need to talk or vent or what need you.
OT: Doesn't really matter to me. I lack any sort of motivation or aspiration to "live" not meaning I'd like to end my life, but I just have nothing pushing me to even want to leave my house on most days. It's very hard to explain this feeling to anyone who doesn't feel it and I'm sure anyone who does feel this way agrees. This life is too depressing to get attached to. I'm a firm believer in life after earth of eternal peace (at least I've convinced myself to hope so) and that's where I'd like to be tbh.
