I'm gay but there's this girl friend she used to like me when we first "meet" but i wasn't into her, then we became friends and i said i had a crush on her and she did too but we became "too friends" and then after a long time we had a fight and then i said i really really really really really really (

) liked her but she rejected me (it happened last week).
I don't know why i'm posting this here it has nothing to do with the OP but idk.
I'd say a small normal girl not black but not too white you know? and brunette of course, i don't really like blonde girls.