I kinda always knew... i looked at the boys in a different way. Nothing sexual or something, i just felt that. I didn't know why, but i was cool with it. Never had a problem with my sexuality. I just didn't understand why (i was too young, like 5-6), but learned with time.
But the big "wake up" was when i was like 10, i watched
Fantastic Four and there's a scene in the movie where Chris Evans is half naked. The scene made me horny for the 1st time and i couldn't control it. Also, when i was alone at home i had some personal fun watching the scene... if you know what i mean.
