I swear to god, I have the worst personality traits. When it comes to dating, I always fall for handsome guys, I mean, you may think its normal, but it seems like so many people are in relationships and they're either average or ugly af.

Do you think you change with time? like looks are SO important to me

Of course you can change , it's called maturation (no shade really)

I like smart women who are independent, take care of their bodies but they don’t have to be super-hot, pretty or average is fine whatever that even means. In the end I need to be able to have a conversation with someone and not get bored, have fun and enjoy doing things together.

If I wanted super a super-hot chick I would just spend 3k on an escort for a night. Not that I ever done that.

not the best question to ask on this forum in particular

Yup.

I hope you change. Or you'll get old and ugly and be begging young guys to let you suck them.

No. What makes you happy makes you happy. Someone will eventually come and fulfill your needs