I parted ways with my best friend two months ago. It was so messy to the point we ended up hating each other.
I always was in love with him and he was my first time falling in love but when I told him he rejected me because he was depressed because of his ex-boyfriend (this was last summer).
By that time there was one guy who had been his best friend before me and he wanted to get away from him, so he blocked him everywhere.
It was all fantastic until September-October when he suddenly started talking to me less and less and when I used to tell him he always denied any drama.
I started dating a guy and he broke up with me after two months of a horrendous relationship. I was so depressed and I remember I tried to talk with my best friend and he used to tell me he was bussy with college and he couldn't talk to me, so I went through it all alone when I previously had helped him when he was like ****.
Then, in January I had my finals and we used to talk way less, so one day he texted me saying that was it and he blocked me everywhere. Few days later his previous best friend (read above), told me all the lies he had been telling me: he was not his best friend, he was his boyfriend and when he was so busy back in December it was because he was flirting with other people and more.
Also, I've been told how he used to spread our most privated conversations and my secrets through some of his friends. And he even went to my ex just to ask him if we really did date or if I made it up.
After this, I kind of lost any hope in trusting someone ever again. It's crazy, but Kelly's 'Because Of You' fits this so well.
