Discussion: The Asian-American Awakening: The Forgotten Minority

Ichinaru19

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When I was five I was put in a different school because there was an ESL (English as a Second Language) program there. You may be wondering, “what’s wrong with that?” Well, for starters, I was born in Ohio and English was my native tongue. I was reading novels by kindergarden and I prided myself on the fact that I had an extensive vocabulary for a toddler. I had been speaking English with exquisite finesse up to that point in my life (okay, that may all be a bit of an exaggeration, but you get the point). So I didn’t know why I was being put in an ESL program, but I didn’t argue because who’s going to listen to a five year old? At that age, you don’t question things, you just accept. I carried forth with my days throwing raisins at the teacher and drawing cartoon characters on the desks. It wasn’t until later in life I tried to analyze the situation and came to this conclusion: I was put in that program for one reason, I was a shy Asian girl and everyone jumped to the conclusion that I couldn’t speak English. I know I tend to joke about this story, but there’s a lesson to be learned.

As a young child, I didn’t understand race or skin color. I assumed everyone was white, including me. I hope I can speak for most Asian-Americans here, but there is that earth-shatterning moment in our childhood when we realize we’re not white.

You can take it two ways: embrace that you’re not white or try everything in your power to become white.

You start to realize that wearing shoes in the house wasn’t that big of a deal and not everyone ate rice for every meal. That when some people speak slowly to you, it’s not because they’re trying to be articulate, but it’s because they think you don’t understand English (as if speaking English slowly to a non-English speaking person helps). You notice that not every grocery store carries Pocky and not every family speaks a different language at home. You also realize that it’s not that common to call everyone who’s older than you Uncle or Aunt. When you learned about the Civil Rights movement again, you start to wonder what happened to Asians during that time or when people are describing you, the first thing out of their mouth is that you’re “oriental.” (On a side note, I hate being described as oriental. It makes me feel like a spice or dish).

Being Asian-American has always been a difficult part of me. I was (and am) proud of my heritage and how far my parents have come, but I had a hard time feeling as if I belonged somewhere. Experiencing first hand segregation and racism has made me despise my race for many years. I was trapped between two worlds.

Racism isn’t just black and white. In my experience, all my classes about race are taught by a black professor. I remember sitting in one of my media classes discussing race; we had spent weeks on how blacks and whites are portrayed in the media. As my professor went on and on, I sat there wondering when she was going to bring up Asians, Hispanics, or Middle Easterners. Finally, as if God had heard my plea, a thankfully inquisitive student in the front raised his hand, “What about Asians?”

There was five minutes left in class, and all she said was, “Well, they tend to be the ‘model minority,’” and carried forth with the discussion on blacks and whites.

Model minority?!? What about the shocking statistics of 1.3 million Asians that are undocumented or the fact that Southeast Asians have the highest high school drop out rate?

I’m not going to lie, I was flattered in high school when people I’ve never talked to asked me to be part of their group for a project. I felt included and thought they wanted to be friends, but I soon realized that many of them only picked me because I was the “Asian kid,” and instantly categorized as the smart one. My favorite (sarcasm) was when my peers would ask me how I did on a test expecting me to say “A,” or ask me to help them with their math homework… and most of the time I was just as lost as they were. But none of that mattered to me, I liked the attention and appreciated that people thought I was smart. It wasn’t until I couldn’t live up to the stereotype that the pressure truly manifested. I wanted to write stories and make music for a living or design t-shirts and play soccer, not become an engineer, doctor, or lawyer.

Now, I understand why the discussion on race tends to be about blacks and whites. America’s darkest days were about slavery and the civil rights movement. There’s a lot to be said about the resilient nature of the African-American people. Schools teach to let us never forget where America came from and from the mistakes of our past, we can learn justice and tolerance. However, even to this day, as sad as it is, we still struggle with racism among the two.

But if race is such a huge topic in American studies, why is it that I never learned about the Asian & Chinese Exclusion Acts in my classes or the fact that we only briefly touched on the Japanese Internment camps?

Why is it that after the Virginia Tech shooting there was a huge controversy and focus on the shooter’s ethnic heritage. With racists slurs and comments being brought upon Asians in that time. Whereas race wasn’t ever thought about in other horrific school shootings committed by white people?

The very first day of college a young and bright lad who is going to go far in life (sarcasm again) asked me, “Why do Asians always travel in packs?”

Literal face palm. I snapped back with “Because of people like you. Let me ask you, why do white people always travel in packs?”

We’re not friends.

I digress. Let’s shimmy back up to the beginning. How did I respond to that decision I had to make during my life-changing epiphany? Growing up as a child of immigrants I felt trapped between two worlds. I guess for me, I tried both. I ignored the fact for much of my early life, just living life colorblind. But for a brief (let me stress brief) time in middle school I embraced my full on “Asianness.” I hung out with mostly Asians, I watched Asian dramas and listened to Asian music. I got bangs and camera-*****d with a peace sign. That quickly ended when I realized the facade of it all. Yes, ethnically I’m Asian, but culturally I’m not. I can squeeze my way into that culture by learning it and copying it, but I’ll never truly be it because I did not grow up in it. Visiting my parents’ homelands was a huge disappointment because people there did not accept me as fully Chinese. They could tell I wasn’t local just by looking at me. I had all the stereotypical facial features, but my composure, dress, and attitude was basically the equivalent of me wrapping myself in an American flag. Even my extended relatives joked about my American accent or lack of cultural respect. I’m Chinese, but I’m not.

After that heart-wrenching revelation, I betrayed that identity and landed myself on the flip side. I stopped speaking in Chinese, tried my hardest to erase my memory of those embarrassing Asian-washing times, and tried my best avoiding all FOBs (for you politically correct people, it’s a slang, and actually somewhat offensive term for immigrants: fresh-off the boat). I would tell my parents to keep quiet in public in attempts to save my face and stray from being different because I was scared their accent or what they say would embarrass me. My dad caught on to this pretty quick. Before I left for college he told me, “Hey, be nice to the international students, I was one of them.” It got to the point where I was making fun of the FOBs (but of course only Asians were allowed to make fun of Asians).

I thought this was all going well for me until one day in college, my friend runs up to me saying, “Connie! I just met the Asian version of you!”

After a few giggles and punchlines, I started to wonder. Why is it that I had to assimilate myself to become “white” in order to make friends and not the other way around? Why do people say “it’s ok, you’re so white-washed” as if it’s a good thing? Why do my friends and I think it’s funny to speak in an Asian accent? Why is it that the “tiger-mom” parenting tactic is so-called “bad”?

I believe that as Americans, we’re scared to accept difference, even in this day and age. We tell ourselves that we are more tolerant and accepting, looking to how far we have come, but in reality, we’re currently stuck in a rut. The ones who fall victim to this hallucination are actually the young people. We think we are America’s next great hope, blaming the intolerant ones on the older generation, when in reality we’re just as foolish as the generations before in relations of race.

All this is so counter-intuitive. America prides itself on being a melting pot (or for those who are really specific, tossed salad). So why is it that the whole image of the “ideal American” is, dare I say, white? I’m tired of taxi drivers asking where I’m “originally” from. If we’re being truly honest here, a white or black person may say they’re from Chicago and that’s the end of that, but I always get the followup question… “but where are your people from?” and then they go on forever about how much they love China. Let me ask, if a foreign European were to walk the streets of America how many times would they be stopped or stared at for being “foreign”? How many “Go back to where you came from”s would they hear? Just because I don’t look Anglo-Saxon or black, I instantly get an extra inquiry: immigrant, foreign, or native?

It’s no wonder Julie Chen felt the need to undergo the knife to advance in her white-male dominated industry. Which, by the way, I totally understand her decision and don’t expect her to have to apologize for it. She did what she had to do and by coming out about it, she opened many more doors to the truth about racism toward the Asian-American culture.

In the end, I’ve decided that being Asian-American is all together another race and culture. We are the ignored minority. We currently don’t have a place in middle school textbooks or in sociology. Not enough people walk on eggshells when talking about the Asian race. I’m not going to apologize for the scent our food makes when we’re cooking (which is heavenly by the way), or that we do get a little overly excited when we interact with our loved ones. On one side, the Asian culture has taught me respect and honor for authority, to be self-less and encounter a holistic approach to life. I have learned to value education and diligence, to be resourceful and never wasteful. On the other hand, the American culture has taught me independence, consideration for even those I don’t know, and the importance of having goals in life. It has introduced me to diversity and faith into my life (but I’m not saying those who aren’t Asian-American haven’t learned this). Being Asian-American, is a world all in itself, and since we are a fairly young race, we’re still figuring things out, I’m just asking for a little acknowledgment from the rest of America.

So to the Asian-American awakening, Let this be the moment when you realize you’re not white nor are you solely Asian, you’re Asian-American (and cue cheesy sap music).

http://www.connie-zhou.com/asian-american-awakening/

I think she makes valid points but I would also have to disagree here and there. I could go on more and more but I wanted to think what you guys thought of this article.

EDIT: Oh my this is long perhaps I should bold the most important parts to the article haha

Ichinaru19

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As a young child, I didn’t understand race or skin color. I assumed everyone was white, including me. I hope I can speak for most Asian-Americans here, but there is that earth-shatterning moment in our childhood when we realize we’re not white.

You can take it two ways: embrace that you’re not white or try everything in your power to become white.

If you're going to make a comment you should read the majority of the article but this is one of things in this that irks me. I'm an Asian-American and no I never thought of my self as white o_o. I never really had this conflicting problem of self identity .-. Everyone does handle the situation different however so w.e

I agree with the things she said about history class and some of the questions people ask you if you so happen to be Asian but when someone ever asked me where I was from I don't ever really remember someone saying "Where are you really from though" or something like that. I know it happens but she makes it seem as if this is the only question that gets asked when in fact some people are asking where you live in the US.

hot mess

i can't read all that on my mobile device, but i love asians <3

i am a big asiaphile

girlinworld

I think this can apply to anyone who's Anything-American. Mexican, Russian, Norwegian etc... I can relate to this

Ichinaru19

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As a young child, I didn’t understand race or skin color. I assumed everyone was white

Also this comment is a bit

. If you TRULY didn't understand race or skin color then you would think that no one is different and we are just all human beings. Not everyone being white because just no...

Hugamari

I was learning about those camps they put the Japanese in during American History class, and I was literally angry the whole day.

I'm white myself, but I found the blatant racism back then disgusting. Reading this article made me realize how little the subject is actually talked about...like one paragraph and a small little sentence on the side of the page. Slavery and the African-American movement gets like 2 chapters. I feel like what Asian-Americans went through should be made a bit more prevalent.

But more on topic with this article, I felt sad reading it because I actually realized when people think of racism, it literally is mostly black and white, although other minorities also face it.

Monceau

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Originally posted by Hugamari

I was learning about those camps they put the Japanese in during American History class, and I was literally angry the whole day.

I'm white myself, but I found the blatant racism back then disgusting. Reading this article made me realize how little the subject is actually talked about...like one paragraph and a small little sentence on the side of the page. Slavery and the African-American movement gets like 2 chapters. I feel like what Asian-Americans went through should be made a bit more prevalent.

But more on topic with this article, I felt sad reading it because I actually realized when people think of racism, it literally is mostly black and white, although other minorities also face it.

One was for 200 years the other less than a decade, of course one would have greater emphasis.

satellites.™

Great read for sure, I love this sort of discussion.

I do think she would benefit greatly from a sociology course I took last semester, it seems that she went through Cross and Helms models of racial identity all the way through from beginning to end.

DDRdashing

A little background on the model minority label.... This is so crazy because I wrote a paper on Asian racial development for my Diversity class today.

Asians have been labeled as the model minority to refer that members of the Asian population are most often perceived to achieve a higher degree of success compared to the population average. This label has its start in the 1960s where articles were published in major newspaper that trumpeted accolades of Asian achievement. These articles highlighted Asian resiliency to overcome the social injustice of internment camps, low crime rates, acculturation to American society, respect of authority, religiosity, and academic achievement. This articles and similar articles have since primed the collective American psyche to consider Asians and Asian Americans as high academic achievers, moderately to high functioning, and being able to take part of the American Dream.

While explicitly this reputation seems desirable, Asians who are now deemed able to adjust and conform to societal norms are often overlooked as the focus of studies or research interest. From the lens of critical race theory, this article was published right in the peak of the Civil Rights movement only two years before Martin Luther King, Jr.’s assassination. These articles can be thought of as ploy to de-marginalize Asians from the other minority racial groups of Blacks and Latinos who were much more visible in their engagement with the Civil Rights Movement. Success Story, Japanese-American Style was a political and social strategy to widen the gap between the races to maintain a central White power.

Link to article from 1966: http://inside.sfuhs.org/dept/history...elminority.pdf

But I think this is really interesting work to reclaim our identity. And I am here for it.

Ichinaru19

Also with what someone said before, this can apply to other races if you tweak certain things about it. Honestly overall this article irks me a bit...

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After a few giggles and punchlines, I started to wonder. Why is it that I had to assimilate myself to become “white” in order to make friends and not the other way around? Why do people say “it’s ok, you’re so white-washed” as if it’s a good thing? Why do my friends and I think it’s funny to speak in an Asian accent? Why is it that the “tiger-mom” parenting tactic is so-called “bad”?

This part I feel like is a lot of bull. I've never met someone who said "Its okay to be white-washed

Also the "tiger-mom" parenting tactic is actually seen as good and bad but yet she only makes it seem as if people look at it negatively. She does make plenty of good points in this article but some of the stuff she writes I feel is reaching and stretching the truth. On certain points she gives a very one sided story while there are actually multiple variations.

Ties

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You can take it two ways: embrace that you’re not white or try everything in your power to become white.

screaming at the truth

girls stay trying those anti-melanin soaps

new evolution

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Yes, ethnically I’m Asian, but culturally I’m not. I can squeeze my way into that culture by learning it and copying it, but I’ll never truly be it because I did not grow up in it.

She lost me here. This is absolute ********

Javan

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Originally posted by Ties

screaming at the truth

girls stay trying those anti-melanin soaps

dddasdasn

Lemme book this thread for tomo.

Ichinaru19

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Originally posted by new evolution

She lost me here. This is absolute ********

I don't know what to make of that quote. I understand her a bit since she grew up in the American culture. Anyways if you live in the US you'll become Americanized one way or another, but to a certain extent. Anyways later in the article doesn't she say she adopts a mixture of both cultures? I think most people do that

Thats part of the American life if you are a minority I suppose. You take a piece of each and not simply 100% of one.

Tropez

I think its because there's so little Asians in the US. And the fact that they have the highest income, and seem to generally do well. In comparison to other minorities and even whites. Its a tough issue, and it seems like this country is too white and black. Why is it that Hispanic history month is largely ignored but not black history month when Hispanics make up the bulk of the minority and will soon surpass whites? Why is it like she said that Middle Easterners are largely too ignored. And this goes back to the fact that, they either don't have a long history or are a smaller group.

And even then, people complain that we're too white washed and issues on blacks are ignored. So in a way, America is focused on European descendants.

new evolution

Actually, wait

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But for a brief (let me stress brief) time in middle school I embraced my full on “Asianness.” I hung out with mostly Asians, I watched Asian dramas and listened to Asian music. I got bangs and camera-*****d with a peace sign.

I can relate with this since I'm born in Canada to Serbian immigrants and I went to a middle school with lots of Serbian people so I really felt like I needed to embrace being Serbian and show off all this pride but I quickly grew out of that and I see other Serbs do what I did and it just makes me want to puke

Callisto.

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Originally posted by CoolestPerson12

I think its because there's so little Asians in the US. And the fact that they have the highest income, and seem to generally do well. In comparison to other minorities and even whites. Its a tough issue, and it seems like this country is too white and black. Why is it that Hispanic history month is largely ignored but not black history month when Hispanics make up the bulk of the minority and will soon surpass whites? Why is it like she said that Middle Easterners are largely too ignored. And this goes back to the fact that, they either don't have a long history or are a smaller group.

And even then, people complain that we're too white washed and issues on blacks are ignored. So in a way, America is focused on European descendants.

I mean Black History month is the shortest month of the year so it ain't like they missing something.
Instead of always trying to fight over who is the most oppressed minority how about you fight the problem together.

Kang.

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Originally posted by hot mess

i can't read all that on my mobile device, but i love asians <3

i am a big asiaphile

!!!!!!

Glad to hear the superior race is making strides for the future.

Ichinaru19

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Originally posted by Callisto.

I mean Black History month is the shortest month of the year so it ain't like they missing something.
Instead of always trying to fight over who is the most oppressed minority how about you fight the problem together.

OMG Someone on ATRL actually said the words

I've been saying this for quite a while but no I get laughed at or w/e

Idk what is up with people and supporting each other. I remember there was racism going on against Indian people and I defended them and then I get this guy asking me why I am doing that

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stoopidjenna

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Originally posted by Ichinaru19

If you're going to make a comment you should read the majority of the article but this is one of things in this that irks me. I'm an Asian-American and no I never thought of my self as white o_o. I never really had this conflicting problem of self identity .-. Everyone does handle the situation different however so w.e

I agree with the things she said about history class and some of the questions people ask you if you so happen to be Asian but when someone ever asked me where I was from I don't ever really remember someone saying "Where are you really from though" or something like that. I know it happens but she makes it seem as if this is the only question that gets asked when in fact some people are asking where you live in the US.

I don't have time to read the whole thing at the moment, but I can understand what they mean about assuming everyone is white. I don't think it has as much to do about skin color as it does about culture. I think a lot of people assume "color blindness" is a good thing because but that also comes with a loss of identity with everyone blending and conforming to one dominant race.

And I get that "where are you really from" question all the time

Mostly from older people or other Asians though.