I went to the emergency room on Wednesday night thats why I was forced to postpone my highly unappreciated countdown due to chest pain caused by concealed anger and stress. I have reasons to be alive, I'm gonna be Ballin' next week I'm grown already! I fell to the ground while clutching my chest would be dead within 10 minutes, but in the background I had F.O.B. This Ain't a Scene, Its an Arms Race Kanye Remix on loop. And stayed alive and fought with the ground until the EMS came < or= 5 mins. later! I didn't want to die in front of my mom or at all @ this point. Taste of spit/blood in my mouth, trying to stop my legs from shaking. I had gotten enough strength and will to get up and crouch in my room to my CPU and turn it off! I want to write like Pete Wentz, he's so deep, metaphorical and lyrical. Thanks to all the people who posted in my countdown and gave valuable information throughout the site. **** each and everyone of you stans, yes YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU over there with ''MR.'' in front of Christina Aguilera's last name. And YOU! Ignorant S.O.B. Mark for being an asshole this early in the morning. You sent me over the edge, but thank you. I was thinking about leaving anyways. **** ANYONE WHO HAS CORNY ASS HOBO-LOOOKING WILL.I.AM in their avy. He's not cool and your mutha****ing wack!!! Or who's fave artist is Fergie, B.E.P. or Amy Whinehorse and think that it is GREAT music, you're a bum and always will be a loser!!! **** each and every one of the ****** mods here. I'll cuss you out individually later on, so don't ban me or anything yet, you punks. Its been nice, but I can't tolerate you soft punk ass bitches and thats just the little boys on here! I'm a grown man now, I'm almost 19, I can't stay here and listen to this childish **** each day, so yeah...Tell me whatever you feel, good or bad. But you boys are so dumb, you can't even make up your mind if you want to be straight or just stay gay. MAKE UP YOUR MIND, AND WATCH/DO WHATEVER YOU WANT, but...Don't have it two ways, you got damn morons. CHOOSE A MUTHA****ING SIDE!!! YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH! And if you choose both sides and wanna switch hit, TELL YOUR GIRL AND TELL YOUR BOY. OKAY? JUST REMEMBER THAT, I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU. BECAUSE I SAW ONE GUY ON HERE AND I SEE PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT THEIR SEXUALITY IS, YOU PEOPLE REALLY NEED HELP, I'M SERIOUS. GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!!! GOD BLESS, LOL.

I enjoy this site and I will always remember when I crossed over to pop again along with my fave producers Timbaland and Danja Handz. And some of the people who had knowledge, I enjoyed you. Shout outs will come, and if you don't make the list somehow, that means you can got to hell after you die of a very bad death with your favorite artists CD lodged in your damn throat, you punk, soft , dumb ****ing morons.

THREAD SONG, FALL OUT BOY, GOLDEN.
All lyrics typed 100% correct courtesy of KE THE FALLIN' BOY

How...cruel is the golden rule???
When the lives we lived are only... golden plated!!!
And, I...knew... that the lights of the city were too heavy for me!!!
And though I carried karats for everyone to see!!!
And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies!!!
And all the lovers with no time for me!!!
And all! of the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me!

Tongues...on the sockets... of electric dreams!!!
Where the sewage of youth drown the spark of... my... teens!!!
And... I... knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me!!! (too heavy for me)
And though I, carried karats for everyone to see(everyone to see)!!!

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies!!!
And all the lovers with no time for me!!!
And all of the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me!
And pray they don't grow up to be me...

You can't have the only opinion in the world.
You need to be taken care of by the mods.

Wow. As I said in the other post, I have an eclectic taste. Dude calm down

glad you're ok

Mark, you really need to get off my thread like that. You better change your tone. THIS IS MY 1 AND ONLY BLOG THREAD. Atleast Mr. Aguilera seems pretty cool in real life, <<< >>>but you are really seeming like a complete moron who doesn't comprehend the slightest ease in difficulty of certain concepts. I SAID EVERYONE CAN RESPOND HOWEVER THEY WANT. WHY ARE YOU STUCK ON STUPID!!! YOU HAVE ONE MORE CHANCE!!! AND THAT IS IT, I WILL HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE. Hey look, let the door hit you, emotional ass punk sissy. > You are really a boy! YOUR 18!! HAHAHA, I'm 18. HAHAHAAHA AHHHHHHHHH!
YOU REALLY A PUNK BITCH, huh. Soft ass mutha****er.

I've already had my run. You think I care at all if I get banned over something stupid, nah. Its WILL happen sooner or later, I knew that beforehand. But atleast I can still be able to browse this site for info anytime I want. Have a very bad day. You need religion or something real bad.

I smash you muthf***ing ants with a sledgehammer and over do it, so you don't confuse it with just rap music!!!!--the real Jay-Z(2001)

I'M TRIPLE H WITH THE SLEDGEHAMMER...I just can't find it right now. Hmm, regular hammer will do. K!

I'm the Pope John Paul of y'all ... how y'all all follow Jigga....
Y'all wanna be Hov and Hov still alive!--Jay-Z(2003)

Praying to an invisible man, hoping that my prayers get answered.--Joe Budden(2005)

I'm glad that you're okay from the hospital and all.

I really don't think all this anger is good, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here and whoever else you want to talk to here on this site too, you can.

You're taking a lot of interest in my profile... weirdo.

Anyway, as you wish, I'm not responding to this nonsense anymore.

Its your only blog, I'll sorta let you have it as a swan song. Bye!

I was just making sure you were a boy, and you were. You sounded like a girl, I would have backed off a little. Then I scrolled up fast and I think I saw you were 18 hahahahaha. You lost, just give it up and I will not go any further.

Ya no I've given up, but once you are gone you will live on in my signature forever!
Good luck with your future

I'll be known for sonning the **** out of you and YOU know it. You just hold on tight, don't send too many PMs to the mods and overload their inbox...dumbass. LOL, I'm crazy for this one, but I have to expose many, many people, too many to name on here, so I'll basically try to cover a large demographic and base in a very, very small amount of time. And your stupid.