I think about this all the time.
I want to mix all the innocence and purity I had in elementary school with the maturity I have now, I'm getting pretty close to that.
All the time, I used to be care free and confident. I've been destroyed, I'm so paranoid and anxious the only admirable thing about me now is that I am more mature, but the rest is a mess.
I miss the days when I can be alone the whole time and still feel okay. Now I always need people around to cheer me up. It sucks. I want to be self reliant again
No. I was lonely and too quiet to make friends. My position in life right now, as far as social capabilities and personality, is great and constantly changing for the better!
I think I'm a better person now, but I need to work on my attitude on high school (I'm in that "can't wait to get out - complaining about senioritis") phase. Everyone has that right?
I wish i was more emotionally open and creative. I used to be a great writer, I struggle now though. I think my walls for protection have disconnected me from the creative part of me. But I LOVE who I'm becoming. I learn more and mature daily.
All the time, I used to be care free and confident. I've been destroyed, I'm so paranoid and anxious the only admirable thing about me now is that I am more mature, but the rest is a mess.