Me, being a gay male, I'm attracted to straight guys which works against me SO much because I hate the term "turning someone out," and i would never be able to live with myself if i knew that i messed someones life up because I wanted them.
I know you're probably confused, but the point I'm trying to make is, (if you're the type of person who can't find someone that you like, and you feel left out when you see happy couples), how do you deal with it?
Sometimes when im alone I honestly cry.
Being gay, and atrracted to straight males is HARD.
I think it's all a matter of patience. Waiting sucks mega donkey dick, but it's the only way. Tell yourself that it can't last forever -- why can't it last forever? Because you won't let it last forever.
In the meantime, eat a tub of ice cream and watch a couple movies.
He grabbed my ass, Ik straight guys do that but still 