I mean the ones to who're always there for you,to whom you can talk non-stop for eternities,to whom you can talk about just ANYTHING from about your biggest secrets and serious issues to the most stupid of things like how wiped your a$s after a good long sh!t,you enjoy their company like anything and also know that they're real and truely love you and care about you.
I have only 2 that fulfill all the conditions,I really wish I had more

But I'm extremely grateful for them.
Jw if I really lack actual friends in my life or if that's just normal.How many do you have?