No, but I'm okay with that. I'm alive for the people that would be devastated if I was gone, so at least I have that to be thankful for. And I'm making baby steps towards being alive because I want to be, as well.
Nope.
I had two bottles of oxy not that long ago and genuinely contemplated taking them all. I didnt have the balls to do it though.
don't ever do it!
this reminds of Natalia' song Devils Don't Fly
Quote:
I heard the angels call again
I threw myself a party
Chardonnay and oxy
I stopped the screams inside my head
I remember when you had me
Floating high like Sid and Nancy