I will never come out of the closet.
My family is extremely homophobic. And so is almost everyone is my small town
People are simply raised like that, even I was homophobic bafore puberty happened
I'm planning on living my own life once I move in some western country after I finish this year of college.
Sometimes I do feel trapped, but at least I have my friends, and I'm sure they would accept me if I ever come out to them, and some of them probably already have their doubts, but it's just too hard. I don't wanna make it awkward.
Good luck to you.