Yes, but I had a few friends. It got increasingly worse as I grew older tho
I like being alone so I didn't mind but it was hard.
I'm naturally a loner. It pisses me off when people made fun of me for it instead of trying to be my friend and understand but what can you do? There are assholes in this world too. That's probably why I don't work well in teams. It's not the fact that I'm not willing, it's more to do with wanting to feel more secure within myself which is why interacting with others isn't as much of a priority. I have been getting better at socialising tho. It's just something that I feel shouldn't be necessary. People are scared of people who are anti-social because they're not easy to read. It's ultimately their loss.
It's a continuous cycle I have learned to accept and live with.
My anxiety/low self-esteem doesn't help ofc.
I'd say "outcast" is a more appropriate word for me
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