I don't write anymore but I dug this up the other day, was always one of my favorite songs that I've written. It's a duet
"Existence Denied"
Mother
What would I have become, without you
Would I have made a difference to the world
If you had wanted me to
Mother, can you see me
Can you look into the eyes that you decided
Were not meant to be
Go away
I could not face you then and cannot now
(I've never been but dead)
I'll have to find a way
Numb this pain inside me, somehow
(Was born in thoughts, instead)
I can't undo what's done
I cannot put the blame
If I had to choose again
Would I choose to do the same?
You killed me
(There was no way)
Removed long ago but I still bleed
And I know you did, what you thought was right
I know that my existence was denied
But you'll always hear me cry for you at night
I did all that's done
I'm the only one to blame
But if I had to choose again
I'd do the same
You killed me
(Out of love)
Removed long ago but I still bleed
(I'm out of love)
And I know you did, what you think was right
I know that my existence was denied
But you'll always hear me cry for you at night
You'll always hear me cry for you at night
u r very talented
