I am calling all the freaks here to share their stories , some that they may not be able to share with anyone.


This is my story.

I mean , do you even know how hard it is to cry yourself to sleep every night for 5 years , or to even doubt if you should exist or not ? When I was in early high school I used to be fat . People would always make fun of me or trip me or leave me hate notes, I used to hate myself so much.I mean nowhere was there for me and I was too embarassed to talk to someone,I had no friends and I was always the kid who would sit alone.Then a year after I decided to lose weight cause I hated myself.And that was when I started puking intentionally . Eventually I became a bullimic and lost 30kg , soon I was hospitalized for passing out from exhaustion and dehydration . My parents were shocked. When I woke up , no one was there only my parents. I mean,no one cared,no teachers,no friends, no one . Soon enough my parents addressed a pediatric pshychiatrist ,which was a smart move. Eventually,I overcame bullimia . Next year,I had finally found my balance and looked great and all , but it was not over . I was starting to get familiar with my sexuality and soon enough I realised I was gay. I had some friends by that time. But it was not over. People would bully me so much.I mean what did I ever do to them , I knew I didnt deserve it , but some nights I seriously questioned that .I would think I'm a freak , I am no one. One day I entered the class bit earlier and I had my earphones on and some classmates had "KILL YOURSELF" written like 30 times all over my desk . And I remember people laughing at me,no one came and help , they thought it was a joke. I would sit there and listen my classmates making plan for the party that everyone was invited except for me and I just coulndt handle it . Ultimately that night I did something really stupid .I was feeling really bad and worthless so I took lots of sedative pills and ended up at the emergencies wing . I remember I woke up 2 days after my breakdown , cause you know the doctors had to perform something which I cant recall its name in English.

But that day a few people showed up.... They werent many , they were 4 .... And that was when I realised lots of things .

Two years later and I'm feeling better than ever and that was my story.

Wait..

Are you serious.

Done for the most part , but .... And why?

Bullying

never been bullied. i was the bully but more like friendly bully.

They can't now. But I wasnt as thick-skinned as I am now. I was considered mentally ill for harming myself.

It sucks you had to go through all of that, esp at a young age, no one deserves that.

Teachers really need to crack down on bullying, its the worst.

You are so strong to make it through all of that and finally just be able to go on with life. Things usually do get much better once you get out of school.

But that's okay , I didnt open that thread for taking pleasure at people failing to 'compete with my story' , I did it so I could rebuke my experiences and celebrate my present state of well being.

Go ahead , unless you're bored.

Don't know why people think making fun of bullying is funny.

School shouldnt be that hard , but yes it does get SO much better in REAL life.

The last time I was bullied is when I was in the 3rd grade. I was much like lotus flower. I stood tall against showering rains, and waves. With time, I bloom and shine and have been able to attract all them boys to the yard. Those bullies now all at my feet with nothing but towering respect and love for me.

Funny you should post. You know the reason I decided to share my story was a purely beautiful and inspiring Demi interview.
It was so shocking to find out that we kinda shared SO many experiences. Never knew she had been thru so much.

Hehe , nice to hear , I kinda relate to your story. Let's have them boys lining up for us!

I was bullied but I was also a fake bully in highschool so I don't know what to say

Just ignore the Bullies!

iv never really witnessed bullying in my life before but one guy in my school used to claim he got bullied but tbh he actually deserved it