when my father was extremely ill after a surgery and was in the hospital for weeks. he looked like he was passing away, he had no energy and I later found out that he was even preparing a video of his "last words" for us. he's like my best friend, as well as my mum and brother
when my dog passed away a few years ago, she had a heart condition that was only discovered after she died. it was the worst thing in the world having to lay her dead body over mine and my brother's laps while going to the hospital
the beginning of this year when I found out my childhood best friend was murdered. it felt like somebody ripped a part of my heart away from me
I can't choose between these at all