Omg i feel really sad
That's tough tbh i still didn't fully heal from the death of my grandfather which was 8 months ago.
Just stay stronger and surround yourself with peopel who YOU love
Stay strong
Crying is good, I usually go to my room and let it out, then try to distract myself with something.
It's good to think of the memories and keep the hope you will see them again.
I hope you stay strong! If you need to talk I will listen