Because I have to start applying to colleges really soon and its becoming stressful.
My first SAT's were less then stellar and i'm taking them one more time on October 9th and I feel like I am going to flop on this test worse then Mizca did in Japan
I practiced all summer and I got my scores up to my goal but I know its not enough for the amazing schools like Columbia, Princeton, Harvard , etc. Even though, I reallyyyyyyy wanted to go to Columbia. But I don't even wanna apply anymore because I don't want the rejection letter that is written in my future. Its the school that Utada went to. You would not believe the fangasm I would have if I could walk on the same floor she did years ago.
