
I am so upset and need to vent. I am a Hispanic Gay and this event has really affected me a lot. Although I did not know the victims personally, I keep looking at their photos and many of them look/remind me of my friends.
The USA has been an overwhelmed Christian country. And with all of our Gay struggles, fights, and any gains for our rights (for us Gays) in the USA against these 'Christian values' that has kept on pandering us forever, it took one Islamic fanatic to kill so many of us and hurt us so much in one tragic event.

It is really not fair.
I'll be honest that I did had this feeling of on a few occasions that some Christian fanatic was going to do a disgusting act like this one da. It is so confusing to me, since there are so many backward Christian religious people in this country. And looking back at USA history, some of these Christian Fanatics terrorist have done so much harm to Abortion Clinics (but nothing compare to what happened at the Pulse club in Orlando). But for us Gays, it took a Muslim Crazy man (another minority) to carry out this disgusting act. All my satisfactions and happiness that I had after our Gay Marriage law and any other Gay rights laws that have pass before and after, has just been painfully step on by this tragic act.
I really don't have that much hope for our future as a Gay person in the USA and for our happiness. It has been forever shattered. Our only safe spaces that we have had for the longest time have been compromise. These Gay places where we really enjoyed been our selves with friends and people that accept us (Gay Bars/Clubs/Gay pride Parades) has just made us more vulnerable for more of these tragic events.

And it will forever affect me mentally.
I just want all of you to be safe wherever you are.