This is Jessica's HOH Diary she wrote....
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! I won HOH!!!! I am so excited!!!!!!!!
So where do I begin??? Oh yes! Hi mom!!!! Hey Dad!!! Dean, Grandma Joyce, Grandpa Leo, Auntie Melisa, Katie (Happy 3rd Birthday in a couple days!!!! Sorry I can't be there!), Tucker, Grandma Betty, Wild Things Dancers, Lampton Lightning Dancers, WU Shocks,family, friends, Josh, Farmer family and BB8 fans!!!!!
So I guess it was a little obvious how excited I was that I won HOH this week!! I have to admit after the week I had before, that might be the greatest moment of my life (so far
) It is no doubt the best moment I have had in the Big Brother House this summer!
So here goes everything!
When I walked into the Big Brother House, I had absolutely no idea what to expect! I am not going to lie, the first few days were a little bit rough for me when I realized that someone from my past would be sharing the summer with me! All and all you can say that Carol and I got it the easiest of the twisties, but who knows what might have happened if she had stayed longer! I am so glad that I told myself to get over it and make the best of the situation because I have enjoyed just about every moment in this house!
My bed mate Joe was sooo much fun! I couldn't have asked for a better one! Every conversation that I had with Joe left me smiling from ear to ear! I wish that Joe could have stayed longer because he was like a constant light making everyone brighter. I especially miss story time, laying out in the sun together, and our nightly pillow chats!
After living in the Big Brother House for 47 days, I truly believe in KARMA and what goes around, comes around. The way this game has gone so far I do not even doubt that ANYTHING is possible and if you are not worried, you should be!
I have become very close with Jameka and Eric. I know that I can never trust anyone 100 % in this game but Jameka and Eric are the closest thing I have to true friends and I trust them 99.9999999%! I hope that doesn't do me in, in the long run!
When Daniele and Dick approached me last week about nominating Eric for the replacement nominee, I lost my mind! I bought into the things they were saying about him and could not understand why he would have done all these so called conspiracies! Last week was hard but I am soooooooo glad that Dustin, Amber, Jameka, and I voted to keep Eric here and evict Kail. I asked myself if I should believe Dick and Daniele over someone who I had become so close with??? Voting Eric out would have been a horrible decision. In no way would that have benefited me! I would have lost my closest ally and friend in the game! I have not regretted that decision yet and I hope I never do! Keeping Eric also united us five on some common ground.
So then I win HOH and us five became even more united! I hope we can stay the five for a while but as the numbers start to dwindle I know the five will split. It is all just a matter of time. This game, however, is a week to week challenge of weighing the pros and cons. The pros for the week is keeping the five strong! Who knows what next week will bring? Hopefully an HOH for Amber or Eric since they haven't won yet!
I am having the best time of my life right now! Every day is sooooo much fun! I am so thankful for the opportunity to be here!!!
Thank you very much to our military! Without you men and women I would not have this chance of a lifetime! It is killing me to not be able to know what is going on with Iraq and Afghanistan, and the rest of the world, so I am praying for the best! I support all the military but I love the devil dogs the most! They are closest to my heart! Dean and Tucker- Congrats on finishing your first tour of Iraq! I wish I could be there to hug you guys!!! You are my heroes and I think about you guys every day! There is no question about that! You are in my thoughts and prayers all the time! You better be ready to party with me when I get home! By the time I get home, we will be on the same partying level! HAHAHAA Take it easy on Dad ok????? Dean, Tucker, Ben, Cory, and Trent-- Semper Fi and one hell of a loud OOH RAH!!!!!! I am feeling another Big Bear Trip for sure!!!!!
Melisa- Happy Belated Birthday!!!! We will celebrate when I get home as well! Don't think you are getting out of a night of going to Old Town! You and Me!
Katie- Happy 3rd Birthday!!!!!
Mom- Your letter was exactly what I expected and wanted!!!! I knew you guys would be saying its about darned time!! You're killing me with this surprise!!! I am thinking about it toooo much! I think I might know though! The pictures were awesome, I love them all! I don't know how many times I have caught myself thinking if I asked mom about this situation what would she say and it always results back to the numerous pros and cons chats we have had. I am trying to keep a level and clear head and I too have soooo much that I want to talk to you about! Thanks for taking care of all my stuff while I am away! Not sure if you heard it or not but I have used the "pick one side of the fence" a lot!!!
Dad- I have coined your phrase BOO YAH!!!! I hope ya don't mind! I remember you saying to me it is a week to week game in here and ya just have to get from one week to the next! That's what I am doing! (It is working so far!) I owe my strategy all to you and mom! The lessons you both have taught me in life have proven so true here! I thank you both for the great home I grew up in and all the wisdom you have installed in me! Hard Work does pay off!
My dancers!!!! I have never been off a dance team for soooo long in my life! I miss practices, games, and most certainly after-parties with you all! I hope I can come back this year but if not you know I will be in the stands cheering you guys on!
Stacia, Holly, Rachel, Michelle C- My party gals! Keep doing it big! Stacia-welcome back to Wichita! Can't wait to hear about your summer in Alaska! Holly! You know we will have a good laugh about me being here!!! Rachel! Michelle C-- Miss ya!
Josh- I know you are having a great summer! Tell Rob, Dan, John, and everyone at the station I say hi! I hope you are making those sells! Can't wait to do lunch when i get back! We have a lot to catch up on! Don't party toooo hard! I can't wait for football season! I have been craving a Kansas State football tail gate for a long time! Tell Lucas and Kiley I say hi and Brice and Clint! Don't forget Hola to the family!!!!
I am running out of time! I miss and love everyone soooooooo much and can't wait to see ya all again! Wish me Luck! I am half way there!!!!!! Thanks sooooooo much for all the support!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOX
Jess